Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Preview of a new novel.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Holy Light
"Holy Light"
The world fades into red as the sunset slips into gray
And seconds pass, and seasons go.
From up on high I spotted a flock of dead birds
Flying west, into that sunset.
I spread my wing from up on high
And I, closing my eyes, attempt to fly.
But watch me fall as I become one
In unity with the dead, into that sunset.
By the morning, I’ll be gone
By the morning, I’ll rot.
No goodbyes for you
No goodbyes for you.
By the morning, I’ll be gone
By the morning, I’ll rot.
I was so far up, so high up
Yet I jumped, I gave it all to God.
I followed blindly, screaming violently
To the sun, to the light!
Yet, here I fall, here I lay
Here I stay with the flock of the dead.
I had it all, yet it wasn’t enough
It was never enough, I needed to follow the sun.
By the morning, I’ll be gone
By the morning, I’ll rot.
No goodbyes for you
No goodbyes for you.
By the morning, I’ll be gone
By the morning, I’ll rot.
If there’s one piece of advice I’d like to give
To the old, to the young, to the strong
Don’t follow a sun that’s miles away
Don’t follow a sun, keep it away.
The light may be appealing,
It might give you hope,
But you’ll see you’re wrong once you have died
Just like me.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Without
Unwinding a peice of thread I'll never use
Flipping through the comics, just to read the news
Speaking out of turn, without raising my hand
Somethings I do, I don't understand.
Taking my time reading all of the labels
Watching reruns of twenty commercials
Speaking without words, listening without sound
Somethings I do, I don't understand.
Sipping coffee without a cup
Smoking a cigarette without a mouth!
Breathing in, breathing out
Steady heartbeat without a pulse!
Why did I ever leave you?
Why did I ever care?
I'm living without reason
I'm dead without, without...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Earth is Heaven's Hell
They took me in with my bloodstained robe
And presented me before the court
There sat God on His mighty throne
With a smile of deep contempt.
"I didn't do it, I swear!" I said with despair
But the jury laughed at my plea
Tears fell out of my darkest fear
That I may be sent to bleed.
God looked at me, twiddled His thumbs
And opened His mouth to speak,
"Tell me, my children, what hath he done?"
"He's a sinner, your honor, so dead, so weak!"
His eyes filled with a terrible rage
I wished I was gone
As he towered o'er, twisted and derranged,
"You! I have a special case, just the place, for bastards like you!"
"Send him to the darkest depths of my thoughts
Make him wish he repented
Make him suffer from his own righteous sins
For he shall be sent to bleed!"
"Bleed!" they chanted. "Bleed!" they screamed
As I took the staircase to hell.
"Good luck!" they laughed. "Farewell!" they cried,
And I, sobbing as I went, left my mother's womb.
Sonnet I
I am fearful, for my past makes me so
To open up my heart, to let you in,
But as strongly as this autumn wind blows
My eyes slowly turn and let conscience sin.
I knew from the start I'd be your captive
Captured in your prison of a smile
Caught in your heavenly web, let me live,
But, please, let me be close to your sick vile.
As the sickness spreads across my last limbs
I take my final breath as I sink
Deeper, closer, to your sweet, dead, pale lips
Through decay, I live, drowning in your ink.
Its a violent love for you and me
But theres no other way I'd rather bleed.
At Least He's Not Living
He's choking on dirt
Gravestone's his nametag
Everyone in town,
Knows of Tommy the Clown,
But at least he's not living.
He's got deer taking shits
On his brown lil' mound
Everyone in town,
Knows of Tommy the Clown,
But at least he's not living.
And there I stand
I swear hear laughing
Everyone in town,
Knows of Me the Freak,
I hope I'm not living.
Apologies
Well. I'm posting now.
Out of the 50k I maybe, hmm... Completed 5,000 of that. I know, I'm a failure, but whats new? I got some more poetry for you, so lets go.
LP
